pervocracy:

thepolyamorouspolymath:

pervocracy:

• i did not tell my hand to throw that thing. i told it to gently pick up the thing. but i guess it decided throwing was better.
• boyfriend has gotten very used to sudden crashes and screams followed by cheerful yell of “i’m okay!”
• or not.  bones broken so far: collarbone, wrist, finger, rib, toe.
• elbows & knees bend backwards. good party trick.
• every dance or aerobics lesson sounds like “this step is very simple. all you have to do is put your left on right foot in hand out up down through!”
• THINGS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE THAT TEXTURE. NOT. ALLOWED.
• fidget fidget fidget fidget fidget
• hey, hand? can you hold something, but just hold it a little bit, instead of in a white-knuckle death grip?  no? oh.
• what is a facial expression
• <3<3<3 tagless underwear <3<3<3
• why do people want to make eye contact anyway, you already know what eyes look like. if you do not: they are round things. white mostly, colorful ring, black in the middle. there.  that should cover you, now let’s have this conversation while looking comfortably over each other’s shoulders.
• “let’s go to a crowded place with lots of overlapping conversations and people bumping into each other!” or we could not. how about not.
• this food is Not Allowed.
• weird stutter that isn’t technically a stutter, it’s more just a total failure to make the word happen
• SOMETHING. IS. TOUCHING. ME.  RED ALERT ALL HANDS TO BATTLE STATIONS THIS IS NOT A DRILL.
• handwriting like a can of worms crawling through a pile of sticks

Is that all the time? Because that sounds very familiar but not all of it or all the time. (Paranoia for the loss…)

It’s all the time, mostly. Some things like the stutter come and go, but the majority of the symptoms don’t change. YMMV though, and there are a lot of related developmental/neuro issues that can present similarly.